delirium

*hugs*

thank you for the love dearest NB perhaps just cabin fever...sorry for the downer poems but it helps to express it I think I deeply appreciate the hugs...

hugs back ❤

You don't have to apologize for anything. You feel the way you feel. being aware that you may be focusing on the negative is a good thing though. We literally can change the way our minds work. There is some degree of truth to the "fake it till you make it" mentality. I have seen it in myself as well. I can drown myself in negativity, or I can try to be positive. Either way you go, it's not my place to judge you, and I will try to be supportive.

Sometimes I just don't know what to say on these comments. I am a very physical person... and at times, I feel like a hug would be more appropriate than any words I could use to try to console you. Being social was never my strong suit :P

aw I deeply appreciate you. dearest NB on any level you communicate to me I feel it... I may try fake it till you make it... it's not my strong suit though... it's my fault I Iet my day go sour... it's just hard to reel those feelings in once they get loose... thank you friend for the hugs ❤

Hey, don't be so hard on yourself. Some of us definitely have it harder than others (past traumas/upbringing). Also, brain chemistry plays a real role. It isn't all our faults. It's okay to feel bad sometimes, we just have to be careful how long we linger in these feelings. I struggle with anxiety and depression, so I completely understand what it's like to struggle to keep the darkness at bay.

Anyway, I truly hope you feel better and have an 'up spell' soon, as I would call it. Try to hone in on that Light, as dim as it may seem... it's not as far away as it looks!

You have a powerful gift that can transform my own anxiety and depression into a treasure trove of beautiful illuminating dark poems....You take the edge off of my bad memories or days by Romanticizing dark emotions so eloquently with very descriptive metaphors and subject matter. Thank you for being my free therapy, LOL. You are a Star!!!! ...I am very sorry for your struggles and I pray that Bright happier days await you in all your coming days ahead. You are an Inspiration!!!!

thank you graciously, dearest poet, for the love on this write...I deeply appreciate you yes I agree even dark charcoal feelings can create beautiful landscapes ❤

You got this dear poetess for sometimes the negative side of life sometimes is an awakening of your subconsciousness to evolve and elevate to your true potential of the cycle of life..respect dear poetess

thank you graciously dearest Stoney for the love and  positive affirmation I deeply appreciate you ❤

One love with honor and respect dear poetess

What is sin and who's to judge? Others? Oneself? Nobody?  The only sin, in my philosophy is gratuitous cruelty.

thank you graciously for reading and leaving your thoughts oddly enough you crossed my thoughts earlier... interesting perspective I am never cruel... my only issue is tapping into my darkness when I create I can do so too easily it has seen me slip into madness which frightened me... thus this write came into being... I deeply appreciate your philosophy on this ❤