DON'T BE A CONVENIENCE

Why does love have to hurt so much, within the depth of your soul of souls even more when what you felt, wasn't really love at all just a mirage of lies just building up false hopes with no dreams of ever coming true. Yet it is you who has to pay the biggest price, for trusting and believing in someone else who only betrayed your trust with dishonesty, treating your love like its some kind of mind game to subconsciously try to beat. But yet through all that insanity and madness, filled with hurt and misery along with the suffering of the pain heavy upon your heart. Somewhere deep down inside of you, something changes the depth and deepness of your inner thoughts, slowly reemerging you as it begins to reconnect you with your inner self esteem your true self value and self worth. Breaking the very chains, that had once bound you into a world of steel and stones, but somehow you became free of that lost connectivity to what really wasn't love at all, merely only an illusion an mirage of disillusions of childish and immature thoughts of what is not love.