Missing screws

 
I lose my mind like its missing screws,
When ever I am missing you.
I find my rhythm in my blues,
But I feel fine when I'm with you.

Irritations irrigating threw my veins.
I just wanna change.
I know you want the same.

I've been patient, waiting,
trying hard to change.
I'm far from where I came.
But I still carry all my pain.

I've been reminissing
Bout all of my bad decisions.
I could of changed but I didn't.
I'm still the same now your different.

I couldnt calm down and listen,
Or put the pipe down, im tripping.
I'm suicidal, on missions.
Because this drug got me distant.

The rhymes I write don't right my wrongs.
I don't care if you like my songs.
I'm still here and my hearts beating strong.
So love me good and love me long.

I take the time to tell you,
That I love you every day.
I'm sorry that I fail you,
And your still the one that pays.