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There is something wrong with me, I think in everyway.
I Puff up on that bomb ass weed, From Humboldt to to LA.
im from Cali where buds legal, So all I do is blaze.
I never learned to trust no people, Cuz I know to many fakes

I usually keep all to myself, Because I'm way to insecure.
I use to have a lot of friends, now they all just think that I'm wierd.
I'm a lone ranger  baby, all this anger makes me crazy.
Makes me ugly, makes u hate me,Hope u  love me fore God takes.

I try to turn my life around , but only spin in circles.
That's why I cry when no ones around, cuz people can be hurtful.
Im a father to my daughters, They know bloods thicker than water
We can't do without no mother, That's Why I thank god that we got her.

I'm stressed out and blessed, At the same damn time.
It's either provide and protect, Or it's a waste of time.
I smoke kush and I pray for my emotions and my pain.
I only push my girl away because I just wanna see her safe.

I got this pain inside my chest, Inside my brain lives this regret.
Ain't nothing change ain't nothing left, Except the voices in my head.
I kill myself so u feel well, Then brush it off so u can't tell,
That I went all the way to hell, And back just so that I could fail.