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You never even cared
Forever is just a word
Things always change
I never thought you would do this to me
Dropped me like a dog with mange
Narcissistic freedom
That's what you won
Your mindset is demented
Fucking my friends for a bit of fun
You destroyed my trust
You broke my soul
Never to speak again
Leaving me in this hole
You promised you were different
And in a way you were
At least you didn't beat me
Even if that i would have been what i prefer.
The emotional guilt
Playing with my heart
Back and forth whenever you choose
Thats what tore me apart
Im used to beatings im used to pain
That shits easy
But what you did was in-humane.
Things always change
I never thought you would do this to me
Dropped me like a dog with mange
Narcissistic freedom
That's what you won
Your mindset is demented
Fucking my friends for a bit of fun
You destroyed my trust
You broke my soul
Never to speak again
Leaving me in this hole
You promised you were different
And in a way you were
At least you didn't beat me
Even if that i would have been what i prefer.
The emotional guilt
Playing with my heart
Back and forth whenever you choose
Thats what tore me apart
Im used to beatings im used to pain
That shits easy
But what you did was in-humane.
Published 31st Mar 2020
Author's Note
dedicated to my ex. i havent written in a long time and just need to vent some how
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31st Mar 2020 6:03pm
Dear P,
Sometimes you just have to vent. It’s a crap nightmare when relationships are exposed and ended in betrayal and no amount of “he/she was no good for you” makes that pain any easier. Even when enough time has elapsed it’s still good to puke that yuck up and out. Sharp write. H🌷
Sometimes you just have to vent. It’s a crap nightmare when relationships are exposed and ended in betrayal and no amount of “he/she was no good for you” makes that pain any easier. Even when enough time has elapsed it’s still good to puke that yuck up and out. Sharp write. H🌷
