Quaran(rou)tine and Identity

I'm running round in circles
all I do is hurt her
and myself
In the absence of self-worth

Not seeing the real me
when I look in the mirror
My whole life's project is
to see the image clearer

So I can be a better friend
a better lover
a better man
a better brother

I just want to serve
to have a positive impact on people and planet
But how will I have that impact
When I don't know who this man is?

Obsessed with learning
Annoying; controlling
loving and logical
a wolf in shepards clothing

I feel myself burning
I just wish I knew where I was going