Clusterfuck

Can't seem to get my head on straight
Want to feel better before it's too late
Too many thoughts run in my head
I'm always so full of dread
Sometimes I find it hard to even think
Don't know if I need sleep or another drink
How much longer until I finally break?
I don't know how much more I can take
One of these days I will just snap
Finally get fed up with all this crap
Feel like I keep hitting my head against a wall
Harder and harder, waiting for it to fall
I think it's going to be to no prevail
Train of sanity going to derail
I feel so bound, wrapped up tight
Losing it all, losing the fight
Rabid animal locked inside a cage
Should I dig up the buried rage?
Prisoner in my own fucked up mind
Am I forced to be forever confined?

10/27/18

(c) Sean Paul Gillum