New Years Eve

Times keep flowing without knowing that in a few more hours it will have devoured another year, shedding a tear for the ones who aren't here to bring in the year with a cheer one of lifes mishaps that perhaps is something good one day maybe ill be able to say that I understood the reasons behind lifes doings for now I have to continue pursuing the meaning to this turbulent life glad to be alive another day just something that I felt I needed to say, what a year this has been filled with its ups and downs that are guaranteed to come back around in the year that follows I see it as another chance to get a new perspective on this demented life which ferments the most beautiful things out of the agony that it stings into all of us thats something we can all share, true happiness is achieved once your are able to find it inside it doesn't reside in material objects nope it rejects those feeling in a day or two that kind of happiness is never true, I can finally say that ive walked down the aisle with my diploma making my parents smile finally done out an about into society trying to figure out what to do with my time aside from writing rhymes pick a profession so I won't fall a victim to the recession gotta stay one step ahead so these bills don't overflow my head, crossed a lot of things of my list made plenty of new friends, got plenty of laughs from the years trends picked up a couple of habits while I tried to lay some to rest, but its a bit hard at times trying to progress when the problems constantly linger an infest another year to do right an resist the temptation from becoming the destination to go when I simply just don't know it doesnt judge right from wrong it eases my mind with each toke takes me away as I let out the smoke brings a feeling of hope ive learned to cope I've picked up the pen to ease my mind when I feel confined an feel the need to define the fucked up thoughts that go through my mind sad to say that plenty of friends headed the opposite way in a whole different direction this year was far from being anywhere near perfection it was pretty memorable though plenty of memories were made they will always remain storing them somewhere throughout my brain hopefully this year to come will be just as great the next year at this exact time this will be the great debate if I'm still here if not oh well I guess at least I had fun this year