Fear

I'm a 1 man train on a runaway track  
I'm far gone I got no way back
I see the light and we fade to black
I'm close as I'm almost made to crack
I'm destroyed but yet I lay intact
My emotions have a delayed impact  
My opinion is made into a fact
My words will be conveyed but seem abstract
 
I'm a nightmarish dream that's in your head
I'm the words that you wish you never said
I'm the desperate soul who always pled
I'm the last thought before you're struck and dead  
I'm the monster right beneath your bed
I'm the poison in the food that you were fed
I'm the thing that you always seem to dread  
I'm the hurt in your heart that always bled
 
I'm a shadow silent in the darkest night
I'm the thing that you can't ever seem to fight
I'm the darkness within your inner light
I'm the reason your chest is always tight  
I'm the endless questioning you have inside
I'm the reason in why you run and hide
I'm the hopes and dreams that eventually died  
I'm an endless emotional rollercoaster ride