Playing it by ear

    
       My fears      
      Lay in between the mediums of   *  
Rejection    
Vulnerability      
reduced affection    
I want to love you    
It’s MY secret      
That I do love you    
And this pen can’t keep its mouth shut** leaking it**
But my love is on edge    
As I look over the obstacles      
Trying to get to your heart    
I’m climbing the tallest mountain      
But doubt may be at the top    
So I stop midway    
     
    The cliffhanger      
 
 Feelings are the ropes    
If I let go    
They all drop to the bottom    
To be unrecoverable      
  So      
I’m playing it by ear    
   
When I hear you say    
Those words    
 Or    
Emoji    
Gif    
a text      
Call for more than 30 secs    
Give me a chance      
Lets take things slow      
 You weren’t suppose to be here, **  
     Love *  
I’ve been rushing      
When I see you I’m blushing    
I’m not addicted    
Let’s not get it confused    
You ARE music    
     Remember **  
I’m playing it by ear    
   
      Violin!   *  
Violin!   *  
       Violin  *