"Lost"

    
   
   
  focused, detail oriented; boisterous; those characteristics are far off from one's own identity; one psychologicaly feels like one's lights are on, but one's far away from "home"....    
   
just "lost"....feels as though the towel might as well be tossed  
   
not necessarily searching which roads to cross;    
this muddy swamp mind....    
just....wanting to turn down, and turn off;    
   
just "lost"