Bearing the storm

Yesterday I faced reality
            I started to wonder to myself
            If you ever would cause
            I felt your pain from her for so long
            When I wanted to love you closed up
     We'd spent time together and show me off like a trophy
 At first it was amazing the way i felt when you became thankful 4 me
Yet it felt we went from their to a major turning point
I wish to know if today you realize that i wasn't to blame
You went from letting me stand beside you
to not letting me in at all
I understand she hurt you
When will I stop paying for it
We were damn three months in once you let go
I wanted you to know i'm not hurting anymore
those tears are long gone now
I just want to know have you let go of the past yet
No should mistreated cause what she did
Don't the next woman sweetie she might be the one