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Live Dont die
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"One pill, two pill, three pill. Four. Empty bottle on the floor.
Red light, blue light, red flash blue
My wife is now losing it, this isnt cool.
Cops, Ambulance now ICU
Cant even breath on my own..."cant you see what meths doing to you?"
Nurse, doctors psychiatrist to
Wife begging them, asking them " what can i do?"
Every high has a low, this happens every SINGLE time hell I should know.
I dont want to die i hate suicide bc all it does is make familys cry
1 attempt, 2 attempt, 3 attempt 4 the fifth was it im not shooting meth no more.
Hung myself, cut myself took bottles of pills
My wife she cant handle this its making her ill.
Ive hurt so many people like what was my deal?
I GOT CLEAN I AM GONNA stay clean and remember meth WILL kill.
"One pill, two pill, three pill. Four. Empty bottle on the floor.
Red light, blue light, red flash blue
My wife is now losing it, this isnt cool.
Cops, Ambulance now ICU
Cant even breath on my own..."cant you see what meths doing to you?"
Nurse, doctors psychiatrist to
Wife begging them, asking them " what can i do?"
Every high has a low, this happens every SINGLE time hell I should know.
I dont want to die i hate suicide bc all it does is make familys cry
1 attempt, 2 attempt, 3 attempt 4 the fifth was it im not shooting meth no more.
Hung myself, cut myself took bottles of pills
My wife she cant handle this its making her ill.
Ive hurt so many people like what was my deal?
I GOT CLEAN I AM GONNA stay clean and remember meth WILL kill.
Published 11th Jan 2020
Author's Note
I am a suicide survivor and it inspired me to write some on it. Not much but I wanted to share..like everything I write my wife is a big inspiration
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11th Jan 2020 1:45pm
you spoke truth with true conviction of what addiction can do to relationships families and to one mentally and emotional big ups to you for getting clean for we all have a choice in this life whether to live or die by our own hands and mind this piece says it all real talk straight up...respect
11th Jan 2020 9:34pm
