Done With You
Just a little something I wrote.
"Done with you"
"She warned me you will destroy me. She told me everything you will do. Id lose it all she said but still I begged and begged. I told her I can handle it...just hit me once I got this I said. I continued to say that if you truly love me do it, dont make me beg. She never wanted this for me...why couldnt I just see.
As the point pierced through me for the first time, I fell onto the bed ..the feeling, the rush the silent crush, waves crashing, ears burning boom instantly in love. Ill never forget that moment in time...the moment that I made meth mine.
Our love was insane and took over the game. It taught me to hate and lie, it especially wanted me to die. At first it was fun, id get so spun but eventually took over and my world was done. I lost it all in a matter of months. Just like my wife warned me before it begun. The destruction ive caused just chasing the high will never amount to all the tears shes cried. The poisen in my veins caused so much hurt and pain and yet i kept saying ill just do it one more day. It took losing it all and I really huge fall to finally see that meth takes it all. It doesnt care if you live or die, the dreams it feeds you at first well they are all lies. Im as addicted as they come but this battle i won ill never anymore believe this shits fun im more than done. Im over you now and ill never come back bc my friends and family mean more and thats a true fact. Stay away from my life and dont you dare touch my wife bc us without you is ten times better than ice. So to my wife I will never think twice to ever think for a moment that doing that shit will be alright. The desire is gone and forever i will stay... Goodbye to meth your no longer in our way.