Happy New Year to Me

Gracefully gracing the chair
at my desk
In a room without light
Similar darkness in my heart
Eyes glazed as I wait
For that midnight call
A whispered hello
At least
Full powered smile on my face
A glass of juice on my hand
Expectation
Full 12 blast at midnight
I toast …Happy New Year
To me
waited...
Nothing …the phone plays dead
No sound
Nothing...no salve
for this heart
Another year gone
A few more steps towards beyond
Where I may meet you
Gentle breath of scent in Maya
Once again…
Beloved
Happy New Year!