Work in Progress

What can I say?
I've made a million mistakes,
I always mess up at the end of the day.
Wish I could just give in
let whatever be just be,
but I will fight until the end.
No.. I'm not perfect.
From it, I'm a far cry,
at times I'm a junkie and always an addict.
I'm a procrastinator.
I'm never on time,
I'm a shit starter and an instigator.
I'm antisocial at best.
I love my people,
but feel like fuck the rest!
I can't hold a conversation.
I wanna open up,
but scared of any new relations.
I'm still a work in progress.
Gods not done  working on me,
He's gonna fix his mess.