Angel Of A Differend Kind

Nobody knows, where my mind wonders,
Only an odd one, calling me handsome,
Holding my hand, running to Neverland,
My soul's neighbour, an angel of nature

Walking behind, I'm always following you
My legs are catching your next move,
My soul is happy, it seeks no more
And my heart rapidly races yours

We were kids, so we were free
Knowing we've found our dream
Playing with each heart
Bravely, deeply, carefully

Our story is long over,
And I still can't let you go
How long will I still hold,
Hurting in the dark alone?

Shiny mornings, devouring nights
You keep eating yourself alive
Nothing ever feels right
After the death of your light

Slowly giving in, calling for a friend, Devil
A rose can be red as blood,
gorgeous like love
With thorns to defend his throne
But the rose suffocates when trying to move

And just like a falling star, she was beautifull
Shining through the dark ocean
But other stars took away the attention
So I was the only one, watching her last motion

Our story is long over,
And I still can't let you go
How long will I still hold,
Hurting in the dark alone?

I apologized many times before,
for myself!
Maybe I should realize this more,
in my head!
My tears won't change the past,
 nor the future!
Atleast she can't hear the screams coming from my dream...

My many last lullabies that i wrote, are still waiting for you
So that I could thank the home you're making, I'm hopeful
Passing time never gave me the medicine, that I needed
Recklessly I break into memories, and now I'm bleedin...

I would fearlessly do it all over again,
Embracing all my sins
Falling for the same person, while being broken,
I'm eternally helpless against my mistress!

Hoping for a new beginning,
Something tells me it's never ending,
She mesmerized me with her own mistery!

One last time, I scratch my scars,
Every night looking at the stars
Never forgiving, myself of letting go,
But I know, I will never be strong!

Our story is long over,
And I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO
How long will I still hold,
HURTING IN THE DARK.. ALL.... ALONE?