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Am I
Am I
Missed
Since my lips were never embraced by a kiss
Am I
Needed
Words to each other as our emotions bleeded
Am I
Remembered
Heart Torn, totally dismembered
Am I
Loved
From the bottom, top, and from above
Am I Am I Am I
Heartache is asking, but don’t know why
Mist of tears will not comply
Silence is now the apple of my eye
Easy Come Easy Go
The sting of love status quo
Am I
Masquerading in words so all won’t know
Looking toward a beaming rainbow
Which caressed me softy so many moons ago
Am I
Going to get through this
As they say it will be a hit and miss
Darken Anguish
Will it ever completely vanish
Once Cupid’s arrow and bow is banished
Am I
The captain of my own fate
Evolving love from me has never been delayed or made to wait
Am I
Here there everywhere
Never in life claim despair
I tell you this so please beware
For the ones who do not care
Get it together, or your feelings, as well as your mind will fade away into thin air
Am I
The teacher, preacher, yet still the student
I take the avowal of my impartialness, but yet still prudent
Am I
Still breathing
While I emotional grieve
Wishing on stars just to believe
Body and Soul spiritual conceived
Remnants of passionate emotions
In another lifetime I drowned them in a deep ocean
Now everything is so enlarged
Supercharged
The heart drains before everything else is discharged
Mind over Body
Blame it on intellectual shoddy
Am I
Dedicated to write this
This could be someone else’s reminisce
Is it mine
Not on your dime
Careful not to waste your mental time
Am I
Missed
Since my lips were never embraced by a kiss
Am I
Needed
Words to each other as our emotions bleeded
Am I
Remembered
Heart Torn, totally dismembered
Am I
Loved
From the bottom, top, and from above
Am I Am I Am I
Heartache is asking, but don’t know why
Mist of tears will not comply
Silence is now the apple of my eye
Easy Come Easy Go
The sting of love status quo
Am I
Masquerading in words so all won’t know
Looking toward a beaming rainbow
Which caressed me softy so many moons ago
Am I
Going to get through this
As they say it will be a hit and miss
Darken Anguish
Will it ever completely vanish
Once Cupid’s arrow and bow is banished
Am I
The captain of my own fate
Evolving love from me has never been delayed or made to wait
Am I
Here there everywhere
Never in life claim despair
I tell you this so please beware
For the ones who do not care
Get it together, or your feelings, as well as your mind will fade away into thin air
Am I
The teacher, preacher, yet still the student
I take the avowal of my impartialness, but yet still prudent
Am I
Still breathing
While I emotional grieve
Wishing on stars just to believe
Body and Soul spiritual conceived
Remnants of passionate emotions
In another lifetime I drowned them in a deep ocean
Now everything is so enlarged
Supercharged
The heart drains before everything else is discharged
Mind over Body
Blame it on intellectual shoddy
Am I
Dedicated to write this
This could be someone else’s reminisce
Is it mine
Not on your dime
Careful not to waste your mental time
Am I
Published 16th Dec 2019
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16th Dec 2019 5:56pm
Partially confessional and partially a message to another person? Sometimes in depicting how others act we find out what is going on within ourselves?
16th Dec 2019 6:12pm
You are very perceptional I see, and thank you sincerely for the read, JAZZMANOR
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16th Dec 2019 6:51pm
And I could ask the same, my love. I have asked this for so long. I am fading into oblivion. Can death be freedom? Love is a sweet poison. I love everything and yet I fear it. Love is a hunger. Beautiful ink my love. Thank you for sharing this emotion. It hit me in my very soul. ♥️😘
17th Dec 2019 4:41am
Why thank you for the beautiful analogy and your expressive and refreshing take on what love is and what the emotions means to you, and thank you for the read, Juvenalis66 (Juvenalis😉)
16th Dec 2019 8:17pm
so very deep in the lines lies a love that has not be fulfilled
beautifully written
beautifully written
17th Dec 2019 4:42am
17th Dec 2019 00:46am
A brave departure to examine the pulls at the heart that bring about these questions of doubt and the emotional complexities of desire. There is definitely a melancholy mood that permeates this narrative. You are such a talent that I am never quite sure if these words are of a conjured character or a reflection of the inner state. As with good art, I suspect there could be a merging of both. That being said, I would like to offer a warm hug and a reminder that it will take a truly exceptional person to please that raring intellect, spiritual understanding and physical command that many of us here have grown to embrace.
17th Dec 2019 4:52am
This is such a beautiful comment, and it would not do me justice not to comment in its entirety therefore, let me start off by saying thank you for the read. This is a piece that I composed, for anyone who somehow comes to a crossroad in their life and is faced with what was versus what shall be, when neither option is forthcoming or explored then we hide in the shadows of our own mind's doing and silently ask of ourselves loudly for the intended ears to hear… Am I
17th Dec 2019 11:27am
Appreciate the clarity. I think many can relate to the depth of the content examined. Wonderful job!
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30th Dec 2019 6:03pm
I like that...its a universal concept as well, and thank you for the read, LokiOfLiterati
