Contiguous colliding coalescing accretion, this ultimate world of unity. Holy hell.
I've lived my life in a kind of exile, which i have to assume, is my own doing. We decide which manacles we will bear and we hold the key to releasing them.
I worked at the kid's music recital this past Sunday. I sat at the back, with the audio visual tech crew I was part of, clapping at the performances, moved by the amazing efforts of the players and singers, but always, there is this tinge of melancholy, that I am not part of this world of families, community, I don't have that energy in me. I ponder the absurdities, the lacks, cruelties. I cock my head and stare in awe at the forms and functions and wonder why they have come about in this particular way.
Your sense of union and harmony, with this tantric passion about it, is beautiful to behold.