I Long To Die

You are everything,
I am nothing.
I want to die,
But really,
I'm already dead.

I've seen the way you
Look at her.
I Love how you hurt me.
You make me feel like
Something.
Something wanted,
Somthing needed,
Important.

I've lost myself
For loving you.
But you are long gone.
In love with someone
Else.

I've learned that
I feel nothing with life
It's self.
That living is only a
Slow way to die.

I've seen the way you
Look at her.
I Love how you hurt me.
You make me feel like
Something.
Something wanted,
Somthing needed,
Important.

The joy I feel,
Are the joys of
The emptiness..
I hate myself for
Loving you.
For living without you.
For breathing without you.

The pain I feel
Has developed night
After night,
It has grown into
A disease,
No one can see the emptiness
In my eyes.

I've seen the way you
Look at her.
I Love how you hurt me.
You make me feel like
Something.
Something wanted,
Somthing needed,
Important.

Tears Stream down my face,
I can not imagine happiness
Without you're smile.

You are everything,
I am nothing.
I long to die,
But really..
I'm already dead.