Never Stop Your Chase For Me

You were here - not in place, but in heart
You were here - never in contact, but in words
You were here - for you to comfort me, and me to you
You were here - never to hold, but to dream together
You were here - not within a body, but a screen
You were here - even though you were far
You were here - just because of me
I was there - of admiration at first, but then your promise
I was there - I needed a hand, and yours slipped right in
I was there - lost in this world until I found your light
I was there - despite the distance, because you pulled me
I was there - because I needed another to look at the moon
And now that you have been whisked away without breaking no promise, I can no longer look at the moon the same as before
When we conversed through screens, it was your name at the top followed by two hearts, one for you and me, but now all I see is one, and it is not mine
My heart which has never opened, has been split wide open for you and you alone, and I am afraid that nothing can fill the hole you left, so I can only wish for you to fill it once again.
Even after all these months of nothing from your end, I cannot help but wish to be with you again, and fear swells upon me upon images of you being hurt or worse. And my heart quickens to a cursed red heart, whenever I imagine you trying to contact me, and I ignore all signs
For every missed call that came from where you reside, has left me torn and teared apart. And yet, only you can be the one to fill these shreds
I’m not dying, I am just lonely, so please if we are to ever come together, follow your promise. And always chase me