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Bad Days
Today is a bad day
Not your definition
But mine
My type of bad day
involves worrying,
anxiety, and depression
A constant state of
"I can't do this" and
"I'm just done"
The never ending
Thought of
"I'm not good enough"
My type of bad day
involves my brain thinking
"I'm going to fail at life"
"I can't do anything right"
"No one can know how bad I feel because then they will assume I just want attention"
"Just smile, no one cares about your emotions, no one even talks to you. It's not like they are going to start now"
"Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Other people have it worse and you know that. Your life is perfectly fine-------
-----
Just stop
-----
I can't stop shaking
I've already given myself a headache
I don't know how many more bad days I can take
Not your definition
But mine
My type of bad day
involves worrying,
anxiety, and depression
A constant state of
"I can't do this" and
"I'm just done"
The never ending
Thought of
"I'm not good enough"
My type of bad day
involves my brain thinking
"I'm going to fail at life"
"I can't do anything right"
"No one can know how bad I feel because then they will assume I just want attention"
"Just smile, no one cares about your emotions, no one even talks to you. It's not like they are going to start now"
"Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Other people have it worse and you know that. Your life is perfectly fine-------
-----
Just stop
-----
I can't stop shaking
I've already given myself a headache
I don't know how many more bad days I can take
Published 15th Nov 2019
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i can totally relate to this piece...BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST GOTTA LET THINGS GO FOR THIS IS LIFE FOR NO TWO DAYS WILL EVER BE THE SAME, FOR IF YOU NEVER CHANGE HOW YOU THINK INTO A POSTIVE INSTEAD OF A NEGATIVE, THEN ONE CONTINUES TO WORRY ABOUT THINGS THAT ONE CANT CHANGE, FOR THEN YOU STILL CHANGE NOTHING FOR THE ONLY THING FOR SURE THAT YOU CAN CHANGE AND HAVE POWER OVER TO CHANGE IS YOU AS ONE HAS TO CHANGE FROM WITHIN THE MIND AND SOUL EVEN THE HEART...STONEY223
15th Nov 2019 7:42pm
It's a daily struggle of mine but I am working on letting things go that I cannot change. Thanks for the comment! :)
16th Nov 2019 12:17pm
YOUR VERY WELCOME AS ALWAYS ITS A PLEASURE TO READ YOUR WORK YEAH I KNOW ABOUT THE STRUGGLE FIRST HAND BUT YOU GOTTA KEEP YOUR HEAD UP IN THE PROCESS NO SENSE IN DROWNING WHEN YOU STILL CAN SWIM...ONE LOVE WITH RESPECT
15th Nov 2019 6:55pm
15th Nov 2019 7:42pm
15th Nov 2019 11:09pm
I relate to this
I see so much of myself in this....
My daily self doubt that I can't overcome...
I truly understand
I see so much of myself in this....
My daily self doubt that I can't overcome...
I truly understand
16th Nov 2019 7:18am
17th Nov 2019 4:57am
Dear Marina, We are kindred in our bad day. There are many of us like you. Reach out on bad days to your bad days sisteren and bretheran.
Anonymous
- Edited 25th Oct 2022 6:45pm
19th Nov 2019 4:43am
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