I RATHER BE ON MY OWN

How do you know when love is real and not fake for nowadays actions speakes volumes louder than words, for everyone seems to be looking for a place to lay up and stay, with no commitment nor consistency nor commununications of honor nor respect, damn hell where is the love not even a pay check just your words that your working on it but yet there is nothing not even an daily grind to pay your ends of support for US.                                
                                                                                                                                       For you constantly keep telling me you got us but yet it seems to me I am the one that got us and for everytime, I try to bring our problems to your attention as a woman to her man you act like I'm attacking your manhood as a man, but right is right and wrong is wrong for I'm not attacking you as my man its just that I have gotten so drained trying to hold us up and dealing with your lame ass excuses as a man.                                    
                                                                                                                                  For I can do bad all by my thyself for I dont need your help in that department for I've been there and done that before FOSHO, for I thought your words were about actions not words your mind spoken to your brain for you see, I know we all come with flaws and imperfections for some of us even grow with maturity over the years and learn to put away the mind games and step up to the plate but I see you still playing within the sand box of once upon a time.