Beautiful death

Where is the pink dream now when it rains?
Carry the dead meat into a foreign grave!
She was the angel I saw right before my death?
It must be brutal living with the nightmares you get.

My mouth was the first to run
Following my hypnotized heart
I should've killed your mind
So you could drown in my eyes

Carry on! Soldier
Your house has burned down
The dream that you fought for
Is finally over!

I hold myself back from your mistery
Even though I crave it everyday
Painful thought before a sweet memory
We keep repeating this twisted play

Maybe you want more, my mind it wonders
But maybe isn't enough, nightmares after waking up
Hold me tight and hard, run just after it starts
Kiss me through a friend, warming love from the dead.

The feeling of your hugs capturing me with shackles
Just like a lost child holding onto the last toy
All those kisses killing the useless words...
Or hiding the creeping, full of truth monsters

Carry on! Soldier
Your house has burned down
The dream that you fought for
Is finally over!

So now I stand at the end of the road
Right in the middle ,
Between right and loosing control
Only if could just go back in time
Oh, i wish, when you were only mine!
I wouldn't change any moment of dream
Just standing still, playing,
Along with the scripts.
I would live my whole life in that one day,
So i can die in your arms painfully happy!

I wish i kissed harder, hugged tighter
Told you my stories a million times more!
The memory only gets worse
When you lack of things to remember!
Every dream ends fast,
Unexpected
You will be mine forever,
But this is the last time for us together!

Carry on! Soldier
Your house has burned down
The dream that you fought for
Is finally over!

Goodbye love,
My half part!
Sweet wish,
Long night kiss!