The Broken Hearted

All was perfect and all was loved until he used her. Now they don't speak and he's a jerk. She cries herself to sleep at night he dreams of his perfect life with the new girl he loves. Her heart is broken and soon so will his, when the one he loves admits she doesn't feel the same way. Then what will he do? Go back to the broken hearted one that he has hurt one too many times? He knows she will fall in love with him again. He needs love and knows she will always love him. He knows he has hurt her and he doesn't care. Her heart aches. Her head says, "Forget him", but her heart says, "You love him. Don't forget that...ever" It confuses her and breaks her down. She can't take. She wants out of the pain he brings her. She sees them and envies the new girl in his life, thinking, 'I wish that was me...I wish he loved me instead of her...our life would be perfect again.' They agreed to be each other's first-times for many things. He fell out of love and she falls deeper into it every day. The more she struggles the deeper she goes, like quicksand. What will they do now that he hurt her? If he doesn't like her they can't very well be each other's first for the things they agreed on.