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If You Hate Me Just Know That I Do Too
I am a failure
I have emptied you
Every emotion
Poured out
Like cold coffee
I am an existential crisis
A heart in mourning
I am dying to feel like
I'm not dying
I am an angry wasp stinging
Everyone I land upon
I try not to but you,
you scare me
With those virgin eyes
I am a clusterfuck
A buzzing wall
Of white noise
I drown out
Your infectious affection
I am so, so, so sorry
My fate has found me.
I have emptied you
Every emotion
Poured out
Like cold coffee
I am an existential crisis
A heart in mourning
I am dying to feel like
I'm not dying
I am an angry wasp stinging
Everyone I land upon
I try not to but you,
you scare me
With those virgin eyes
I am a clusterfuck
A buzzing wall
Of white noise
I drown out
Your infectious affection
I am so, so, so sorry
My fate has found me.
Published 14th Oct 2019
| Edited 15th Oct 2019
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14th Oct 2019 1:31pm
You're not writing for the world, you're tattooing highways on your memory leaving pieces behind.
Keep on doing , till you reach your destination. It's all good, i'm here reading you, always :)
Keep on doing , till you reach your destination. It's all good, i'm here reading you, always :)
15th Oct 2019 9:07am
I appreciate the support. I am not writing for the world, I just tried writing something about someone close to me and in the middle of writing it I found out some of my actions had been detrimental to them. Then it turned into a narrative about my shortcomings. I felt the need to critique that myself after I had written it.
