I'm sorry mom...

I'm sorry mom, for the things I put you through
I'm sorry mom, for not doing the things you wanted me to do
I'm sorry mom, for leaving you so soon
I'm sorry mom, for that call you got that afternoon
Leaving you was the last thought on mind
Just like so many I guess it was just my time

I thought about you, the last minutes of my life
I thought about my friends and I even thought
about my brother
But mamma I can imagine how this must be for you
Because I see you when you are alone
When nobody else do

I don't want you to feel so much pain
There's really no one to blame
Tell dad to stop grieving
I see his pain as well

I almost didn't make it in
Ya'll know the life I lived
But I had a second chance
And the Lord heard my prayer

My life wasn't taking instance
I had time to repent
I ask the Lord to wash my sins
And show me a better way
He opens up new doors for me

And here is where I stay
So tell everyone who doubted me
I made it anyway

I'm sorry mom for leaving you, without saying goodbye
I'm sorry mom for hurting you, I still see you cry
I'm sorry mom, but be happy, I got my wings it's true
Something no one ever thought
So the next time I see you crying, it's my wings that will be holding you

I'm so sorry mom and I will always, always love you!

My mom (Louise vd Berg) the only person I would always truly love...