Abandoned

(Not good enough      
I don’t fit in, I'm boring    
I don't belong anywhere      
Did i have to be born?)  
        
Broken objects surround me      
I'm not independent        
I'm irresponsible        
Messing up everything      
         
In an abandoned place        
Giving into temptations          
Breathing in dust        
In the dark they forgot me      
         
Water full of germs drips from mold        
Burned myself because it's so cold        
The screams mixed in with the bugs        
I hear my voice and it's haunting        
         
I punched the mirror when I saw myself        
I'm a bad person I belong in hell        
Stitch my mouth shut while I'm tortured
They'll go on with life since they think I'm no more        
         
So unappealing why was I born        
With my abnormal form        
A mistake was made        
Carving myself into something better with a blade