A dance with dark rain

The sky was weeping this night and I wept with it.. my tears I hid
Bewitched by a hundred crying violins behind pretty closed eyes.. I dance  
Bare and naive feet touches wet warmth of ground... I feel  
My cursed palms beneath their wet beatings... I read  
To the keepers of what I lost, yet still they returned not... I asked  
My addiction of regretful cock time and time again wanted... I fucked  
My fault of tries to save my own soul from my own self ... I fail  
Soaked pitch hair lashing against my submissive face whipping... I punish  
Naked skin kissing sheer and lace in grabbing anguish.. I seduce  
My hands possessed.. my breasts, my hips, my preciousness ... I caress  
An artillery against this mental bondage fought with poetry... I wrote  
Thundering above pounding at my thoughts, forcing my ears ... I listened  
The hurts and it's abusive fears held down in raining puddles... I drowned  
Lightning denied my request of beautiful death... I begged  
To the darkness that stalks my every breath... I pleaded  
It's dark tongue upon my ear in reply said... I don't care, I love you.