Truth

This morning when you touched me my world felt so complete. My lips matched perfect to yours. My skin blended to you as if it was always meant to be. I felt accepted safe and warm. We made love like missing puzzle pieces. Two became one. There was no outside world. There was no such words as terminal disease. There was no drama from your past nor mine. Just you and I. Shut in behind the doors, away from all the storms. Now here i lay tonight missing you. Seems like an eternity ago. I miss your lips. I miss your skin. My puzzle is missing it's last piece and i feel hollow and broken inside. All i can think of is time. Never enough time, Time to love, Time to breathe, Time to love all of me and what we could truly be. Riding the storm is easy with you by my side but right now all i want to do is run and hide. I'm in love and falling deeper every single day but is it fair for me to stay, When all it will eventually do is cause you so much pain.