You're All I Need Now

Now the cat's let out of the bag
There's nothing else to hide
Now you know who I am
I tried my best to hide this me
The me I never wanted you to see
Now let me make this known
This's not what Im suppose to be
I use to be so close to heaven's gate
But in a cruel twist of fate
Hell became my dwelling place
You my love's the only good thing I know
In this complicated life of mine
I send you jewels
Money and other valuables you've seen
I even made you my next of kin
My life was so hard
I had to throw in my last card
I became this new me
Indulged in a socially unaccepted act
It's a dirty game
But it got me money and fame
And now its time to pay back everything I owe
I've been cornered my destiny's this whole
The Judge says I'd be doing twenty
This's it my life's empty
But you....
I know you're disappointed
This's far from the boy you knew in the church
The boy that talked about God much
Here I am sitting in a cell
And i know how you feel
You're so ashamed
Every feelings you had for me has been maimed
But this's what life is
Chaos strife misery bliss
My life has completed its metamorphosis
Maybe there's a last phase to complete
But then you're all i need now
Please write me
Visit me
Bring me flowers
Dont leave me now
You're all I need to keep my heart going
In this darkness i sit
My new home