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Decaying Hopes
Will the euphoria
Of death take away
Her pain?
She sits on the
Bathtub side edge
Wearing only
A bath towel
Staring at the
Razor blade
In her hand
She wasn't crying
Nor was she sad
The only thoughts
On her mind were
Would she feel
Alive again?
If she were to
Cut through her vien.
Would her spilling
Blood wash away
All her pain?
It's not that
She wanted to die
She just wasn't
Any longer alive
She closed her eyes
She held her breath
Counted to ten
Trying her best
Yet
Incapable of finding
A reason to live
Another normal day
Of decaying
Hopes and dreams
©️2019 kandicejohnson
All rights reserved. All materials contained are not to be used/ reproduced/ copied/ edited/ published/ transmitted/ borrowed/ duplicated/ printed/ downloaded/ uploaded in any way without my express written permission. Feel free to contact me if you so wish to use my work.
Of death take away
Her pain?
She sits on the
Bathtub side edge
Wearing only
A bath towel
Staring at the
Razor blade
In her hand
She wasn't crying
Nor was she sad
The only thoughts
On her mind were
Would she feel
Alive again?
If she were to
Cut through her vien.
Would her spilling
Blood wash away
All her pain?
It's not that
She wanted to die
She just wasn't
Any longer alive
She closed her eyes
She held her breath
Counted to ten
Trying her best
Yet
Incapable of finding
A reason to live
Another normal day
Of decaying
Hopes and dreams
©️2019 kandicejohnson
All rights reserved. All materials contained are not to be used/ reproduced/ copied/ edited/ published/ transmitted/ borrowed/ duplicated/ printed/ downloaded/ uploaded in any way without my express written permission. Feel free to contact me if you so wish to use my work.
Published 17th Sep 2019
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17th Sep 2019 6:02pm
It'll never remove the pain just hide it in a temporary flash. Like other addictions itll only tthrow a shroud of relief but when the shroud is gone itll flood you again. You need not focus on the world around you. Find a special place in your heart. Let the facade of darkness subside and bring the spark baxk into your heart.
17th Sep 2019 11:13pm
the cut will prove that he won
for you to win is to stand and say DAD I LOVE YOU
yes easier said than done -------- not a person with all the answers only feel that love been misplaced
very heart filled write in sadness
for you to win is to stand and say DAD I LOVE YOU
yes easier said than done -------- not a person with all the answers only feel that love been misplaced
very heart filled write in sadness
