Lost in thought

Hit, bag rocks
Left right left left right
Harder faster
I hit with all my might

Bag splits
I stare as i take it down
Set up next bag
Wipe the sweat from my brow

Again i begin the rythm
Pop pop pop glove to bag
Left hand chain snaps bag flops
Breathe lift it put it back its tore and sags

Switch lift weights up down
I got this breath refocus calm yourself
Arms burn push passed
Go til nothings left

Sit up drink breathe
Shes staring "papi" i hug her
She looks nervous
"Calm down Papi why are you in anger"

I cant answer not sure cant think
"You wont tell me?"
Im not hiding love i dont know the answer
I just needed a moment focus set it free

"Aye, Papi I understand we shop talk i get home."
Yes dear its nothing on yall
Have i made you feel that way
She smile "no Papi its how you bottle, self destruct all"

I see im sorry ill figure away to open up
Kiss they leave
Jump to the bar i begin chin up press
Veins bulge strain is tough
After exercising i undress

Going to shower i stare in the mirror
Sweat pouring everywhere
Breathing deep to regain
Look into my eyes am i different how do i compare