Forget You, Forget Me

Fear and courage mixed into one
The thought of losing you was driving me nuts,
But the feelings that rose let me know you were the one.
My heart burnt at the thought of losing you,
I keep reminiscing about us two,
And I hate myself for having let you go ,
Even though I'm the one that forced you to go.

Your smile, laugh, eyes, the funny way u twitch when you blush,
The way you stare at me and describe every thing that you love without hesitation,
Made me feel all mushy, the sweetest sensation,
I miss it all...

So many times I wanna pick up my phone and call,
Just to cry and pour out my heart, just to let you know everything, my feelings,
Just to let you know it all...,
But I can't, I'm sure she'll never hurt you like I do.

I've been trying to cope with you not being here,
Sometimes I wanna throw my phone away and just disappear,
I just wanna forget,
Forget this feeling, this love
Just fuxking forget it all,
Cause i know every minute of everyday I'll wanna come to you,
Even if i have to crawl...