Just reflecting

"cold wind blows,
the gods look down in anger
on this blue child"
No longer running wild as we should be
we only work work work,
waste the years without wondering why we try so hard to survive literally shattering the soul in the process,
I guess this is the perspective of someone who doesn't really like what they do for money but stays cause quitting would mean putting my family in an even more unstable situation but I'm forever grateful despite these pessimistic perceptions, grateful for everything we do have and I realize how much worse it could've been and thinking about it now I can see we're actually pretty lucky and blessed, what I really mean though is the people who have to almost kill themselves just to stay alive pushing their bodies past the point of exhausting and on the inside
either they're "emotionally dead" or full of anxiety and stay in a stressed state almost everyday always wishing to get away somehow someway but knows they must stay if they wanna get that pay to provide for a family and pay bills bills bills which leaves you basically broke again, once the cycle begins it never seems to end unless you break out of it somehow, you should find a way
start now that way when you're older you won't be full of regret because you forget to forge a future for yourself which would fullfil you in some way and a life where everything won't feel like work work work only play play play which is how it should be much better for the soul and your being as a whole
but you must see your fate is yours to create so how much longer will you procrastinate?