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Me
How does it feel to look into the mirror and smile back
How does it feel to be happy in ones skin
How does it feel to wake up and be grateful for being alive
How does it feel to not want to die
How does it feel to be loved and appreciated
How does it feel to be satiated and sane
How does it feel without all this pain...
I just want to feel real
Like I'm not just helpless and worthless and lonely
I wanna feel loved and cared for
I wanna know if anyone will care when I'm gone
Or will my body just fester and rot
In an Unmarked grave left and forgot


Some answers I guess I'll never know...