Mania

I needed
To type out
These violets and
Violence and
Sex and death and
Silence
 
I’m
Manic on
Tuesdays and
Handcuffed to thursdays and
Needless to say my
Disease is contagious
I freak on my
Lovers they
Miss me
They
Miss me
 
And I am
The study of
The study of
Such entropy
The study of
The bloody glove and
Entrails
Dichotomies
 
I am
I’m dissonance
I’m cognitive
But barely
And how do you do it
You tend to see right through me
 
But I am a fortress
Tornado
Katana
I’m sharp as a thumbtack
And dry as a pencil
But I chew
On pencaps
Rather than these gray pills
I’m lonely
Please see me
Please be me
Please Martin Luther
King me
It’s tiring
Just trying
To keep still

I Keep quiet
And
Love sleep
Then disregard
Foodstuffs
I broke up
With band-aids
And fell asleep
At a coffee shop
And the veins in
My head say
Take heed queen
Please bleed me
Please breed me
Please lead me
To giant
Sequoias
In mountains
So mighty
From smog clouds
In big towns
From cirrus in cities
 
Let’s travel
Please take me
To coastal
Wrecked shipyards
Their bars are so gloomy
A dried out oasis
I need this
Need places
New faces
Fey dances
 
So please re-assure me
I’d know what I’m doing
You’re crazy
I’m crazy
But we are
Creation
The sun speaks
I make it
It’s shaking
In gravity
The tremors
On geigers
They keep repeating
“SoRrY”
 
I’ll paint you
In neon
With wax wings
And white noise
A blue wig
And fishnets
With bug eyes
And sex toys
I’ll hum you
You’re 8th notes
Or cut time
And clear chimes
You’re ringing
And ringing
Until I drown it out with screaming
I’m singing
It’s singing
To stop my
Overthinking
 
I know this
I know time
And broke ass poet street lines
But now I’m down and out of here
Much love from planet X
And cheers