A Letter With Pure Intentions From Dark Thoughts.

 

Dear You.
So iiCurrently Have No MeanS To Talk so iiThought iiShould WRITE this(iiSuck BTW)
 The Last Thing you Said to me Before You left Was "Heyy Are You Online"...You left me Asking myself 'What about you am iiThinking about' and since you laid that Question on me I have been Blank, Not because You weren't on my Mind But Because iiWas too scared to LET YOU IN MY MIND.,  but since you probably Never going to Read or Hear This iiMight aswell be Real With You...

I have tried "Forgetting" You,, in order not to Complicate, Bore, Change or Mix up Your Life more than it may already be But iiFailed due to my Selfishness.
I have been Replaying All Our Encounters in My Head, A Million Different scenarios Filled with a Billion Feelings but none exceed The Feeling Of Being In Your Presence.

You Blew My Brains Away and if iiCould say 'You are Now My Favorite Drug'  that would be Honesty on a 1000% But I won't say that because of how cheesy or Cliché it Sounds.

So Back to "Thinking about you", A lot of Thoughts Go My Mind. Good Thoughts & Bad Thoughts therefore iiDont believe Meeting you was a Coincidence but who am I to say. What iiAm certain about is that You Make Me Super Nervous but yet Sooo Chilled/Calm at the Same Time.
Each time iiThink of you my Thoughts Always Hit A Brick Wall, Not because you do not Belong in Them But Because iiFeel I dont Belong in Yours.
If Only You Knew Or Felt What iiDo for You, Only Then Would You Be Mine....





-PatsonTheFriend.