Apart At The Seams

Apart at the seams
Seems to fall apart
The crooked rain
Hits the glass door
A personal note that I wrote to myself
Was she hanging on for good measure?
Ground clearance I see over your eyes
I suppose I’ll just take flight

Apart at the seams
Seems to fall apart
When lust becomes hate
Left alone with my own voice
I studied the lines on your face
You could hear a pin drop
Resting pulse too high to count
I’m left with the wolves at night

Apart at the seams
Seems to fall apart
I underestimate your strength
I did not go outside again today
I fell lost inside her waves
So I will come back now as steam
I’m glued to this bed
With my tics and my disease

Apart at the seams
Seems to fall apart
I’ll make sure you participate
Tonight I’ll stay up and drink about you
I find that I’m no good to you anymore
If I ask you for help, you’d look away
My heart is just so tired of this
I can’t see your eyes

Apart at the seams
Seems to fall apart
Lack of human feelings
I’m soulless if not for anything else
I’m not gonna be able to handle this
She picks apart my brain with
Such skill and determination
I can hear you laughing in between…………