would you just say yes

here i sit to compose
a lyrical ideal poem or prose
i try so hard to make it through
without taking my life or someone elses
all these fools who think they know me
mutherfucker you dont kno
w shit about me
cant ven contemplate what im up against
every day be feminine
right so i give the message that
im weak demure delicate
all of thee above right before i cum
im knowing theres just too many liars all
with faces of angels until you lay down
and let them see your weakness
how long will this time be until in
the morning they are gone
doesnt matter if that morning is in
amonth or a year
at the end they are still gone
and you are undone used and alone
making love is great but will you lay there beside me until morning talking about nothing and everything
will you see my weakness
my femininity my little death
will you see it as a predator sees a victim
or will you see it
for what it is
the weakest time  in our lives
will you hold me never let me go
cry when i breakdown
smash a motherfucker if he hurt me
could i confide in you
when the whole of my world was on my shoulders
or would you use my honesty and need for someone to lean on
and use my venting to fuck my friends
when you hear these things what do you think of me
as i sit at these keys
typeing all of my heart
my soul
do you relish the picture i paint
wopuld you bask in every new phase of meas i in you
if i said i couldnt wait to meet you
would you beleive me or roll your eyes in disgusted
irritation
would you hold me say yes would you be there when icall say yes
in the late hour of three would you open the door for me say yes
would you strip my wet clothes off and wrap me in a blnket
laugh and give me hot chocolate and wait expectantly for what i had to say cause my love i havent met you yet but when i do i promise if you say yes babe ill be the best woman
for you and all of these things id do happily for you so even as we will meet in the future that is ours to create my unknown love say yes to my simple requests ilove you see you in my dreams  just know me when i get there where you are
just respect me and i already do
i beleive in you beleive in me to just say yes