cult of misogyny

 
I'm such a cunt I can't deny it
I try so hard...just to be distracted
but my heart loves forever
I don't know any other way

so if I love you...watch out I'm like the plague
purge me with burning
but be wary I'm that one lingering corpse no one saw hidden
better burn the whole village

I hurt...thinking I hurt you
I stopped writing to you because I felt foolish
with a push-pull of emotions spilled

I felt like a groupie stalker
I love the artists who move me
you do that every time...see?

but I can't remain a cockroach scuttling--
across your keyboard
moving on, moving on

I taste bitter...a girl crushing on the unobtainable
mow the weeds down and the flowers with them
I'm just a whacked out poet with good taste and fetal venom