Disgusted

I am disgusted with myself
For believing your lies
Because for the past decade
I have seen you in action with my own eyes

Always promising never delivering
Mr. Charming, Superman
Always looking out for number one
Catch me if you can

Why would I think that I was different
When I know I am the same
Fuck everyone over
But always win the game

That thing we called marriage
I’m glad that it is over
Don’t want to go back
You were never more than just a lover