Behind the mask

I'm hiding the hurt
I'm hiding the pain
Hiding the tears that
flow like rain.
Saying everything is
ok when really
I am so far from ok.
My soul aches it feels
 like a so many places
loneliness consumes me
it eats away so many years
 until my life is swallowed up by unending fears.
No one can see behind
 the mask wishing someone
 could see screaming so
loud no one could hear me
 is there anyone one who care
enough to remove it is that to
much to ask.