But you're so unaware of it

hope

as the light shines through
my blue curtains,
i smile so hard thinking of you.
you're not a girl or a car
you're more beautiful than a star

as the sun hits my purple sheets
and they turn orange,
i feel as if i know where I'm going.
and yes i am still so young
but hope keeps me from giving up.

i feel no need to yell and cry
your words have made it easy
to say goodbye.
i hear the whispers from
the 1975 singing " we should be
loving someone" and i know i will
not die.

i will strive for more than this life
yes it is easier to say goodbye
and yes my life is a fucking lie
but i will not die
i am still alive
you cannot take my pride
for my determination will
help me survive.

It's easy to let go
It's easy to sink low
but I will float
because I still have hope.