i did it for you

 I did it for you
You always said i’m fine, myself
But i know it to be untrue
Because you are gone now
And i just miss you

So now, i must change
To be shaped to something new
My friends are worried,
But i just miss you

So now i paint my face,
To scare them all off too
I wear less clothes now
I just miss you

My musics changed,
I feel a fool
Because i,
Just miss you

I'm getting there, i'm losing weight
Will i be good enough soon?
Im just to the point where i,
Miss you

I said i shaped myself, but that's a lie
And without you, i may cry
I'm all gone now
Was it enough?
I don't know, i'm not that tough
And now, i'm different
And it's all cool
I speak, look and act different,but all i think is
You

Are you happy now?
I said i changed
But im just gone
And now im damaged

But you all want me to smile, to play the part
And that’s just what i’ll do
But do believe me,
I’ll never show the hurt you gave,
At least not to
you