Haunting Desire

Waking up...bathing in blood, of the one you love
Open up...here comes a treat, what the scars need
Ready to die, but don't fall asleep, until she exists.

Backing off from her lap, comforting my head
Confusing the dream with what i've seen
Then feel crying, so painfull, hard breathe
Laying there choking, coughing on something
Vomit starts to flow, bitter taste, structure unknown

Curious boy looks into , but then she grabs a hold
Screaming so sweet i never heard before
But the content wasn't at all
She said it was her partials

I look up, disgusting bruises all above, broken grin
Look past, disturbing tools at best, nothing's clean

"I lived for you baby, up to this point, really
I hope you're happy sweety,
im getting dizzy.
I don't want to hold on, loved you for so long
But this was the last run, consuming myself so fun.

Don't hate me if i go now, can't finish
It helped your demons did it?
Couldn't bare all of it, or did me ?
After all i wanted you sick fuck
I just wanna hear one last lov..."

Starting to puke all over again
But i wanted to save a goodbye, friend
Ended up swallowing it back
Backed to the wall finally fainted.

Get out of the nightmare, waking up in bed
I check her neck ,mouth, back
Everything is fine and i let back my head.

Suddenly our crotch met under the blanket.
Grabbed my neck, whispering bad,
Lustful words of a woman begging for a good sex.

Better just shut up and talk with actions
Starting with a passionate rub
Continuing the adventurous
love
Starts licking like a dog, topping it off with an envious bark.

Dominance comes in to play
Now love isn't just a must today
But slowly will the power of lust conquer
Crowning the inner demon-lover
With her sweet words of : "dont tie down any other, let our desire reach an upper level"

My mind feels like getting flood over,
The current drags me toward...a lake filled with dark blinks
In a moment a hand reaches out to me,
Attach to my whole body, there goes me, with a diving  ahead.

Now i rush, feel all this lust, that i tried to hide
Grabbing her ass tight, forcing my way inside.
Theres no safeword anymore
Just the screams of her pleasured soul.

Going even further in daze, this feeling gets me amazed
Her moans gets to my ears,
The tone rings, no blinks!

I wanna see it all to me
Flesh, bone and bloddy maze
A thought catches up,
And i act on, no hesitation.

Grabbed her breast,
ripping through the skin,
licking on the flesh,
and the charming fat.

I felt her dripping wet body
Heard a distant crying
But couldn't pay attention
My head got full of this affection.

So then after im done
My child persona is gone
After sucking out so much
Lactating milk, warming blood.

Next comes the stomache,
Stunning smooth skin on it.
Getting my hands to work, can't wait to rip it open.

Digging a hole in the belly button,
My nails broke often
But the pleasure, truly priceless
It's just taunting me, mindless
Of what im doing, to me or her
All i care about is pleasure.

Getting my tongue in this tiny hole
Sucking forcefully for some more
But theres no blood in this whore
So i start to punch her sides
Hoping for a pumping surprise.

It flows again right into my mouth,
But i don't get too greedy, i let her take a good bite
Taste herself and enjoy our ride, of lust,
Hunger and hatefull love.

I look up and she's stunned with all i've got
Her face got so drunk with lust,
She skips some breaths to feel it hard
So i kiss her as a reward
For bearing my love for so long.

Then suddenly she screams
So gruesome and yet so sweet
My body wouldn't react quick,
I catch a faint and fall into a dream...waking up...