Butterflies

I looked up from the ocean
Starboard along the beach
That walk.. i knew it..
The wind was blowing
...
I felt betterflies
The adrenalin racing
How could it be?

Did you know my location?
Have you been tracking me?
Was this a fluke??

I hoped that, some how
You HAD been following me
If there was a perfect moment to "bump into you"
This would have been it..
As this figure moved closer
My first thought was to flee..
Second was to swim..

It was you..
I was sure..
Almost past me now..

I tried not to make eye contact
I couldnt help but look
Disappointment...
Relief...
Im not sure which...

As she passed and went.. a different face
But the body.. i knew..
Drove me crazy!

I guess conclusion
No matter how hard my mind tries to deny
My heart remembers the truth
The love that once lived
Proof it was real..
Organic and pure

I hope you are well dear Lana
Ive found myself isolated
Some Times i could use a friend
Some one who understands my free spirit
Some one who connects my soul...
I wish i could talk to you
But ai..

Go well, dear fairytale
My highway crush
...
Go well