my angel , the one who saved me from me,,

i close my eyes to dream
about holding you all over again,
like i done so many times at night
it's some thing that i miss most,

as each new day comes and goes
i feel the tears fall down my face.
wondering what went wrong
when i gave you all i had to share,

it's almost as if you never cared
how things became between us,
i asked a thousand times in my mind
trying my best to understand why,

but every time i always find
these tears of hurt falling down,
i dial your old number some times
just to hear the voice on the machine,

it's not the same i know but it helps
me make it another day filled with hope,
i wanna leave a message but i get scared
wonder if your seeing some one new,

or do you lay there in that bed alone
wondering the same thing i do myself,
if things are ever going to be the same
as they where that very first night,

i wrote a letter and sent it out
guess i got the address wrong,
because yesterday it was returned
marked unknown, do not know,

i laid it on the table and it's still there
post marked just above your name,
i ask myself if i'll ever be alright
as the morning light begins to shine,

through this bedroom window pane
i rise to sit on the edge of the bed,
looking back over to your side
wishing it wasn't so empty,

i sit there a minute or two
with my eyes closed remembering the times,
that i held you close all through the night
now it just doesn't feel right,

i wanna sale it and get some thing smaller
but everytime i try i can't follow through,
maybe i just hope one day pretty soon
you'll come back around,

i talk to friends all the time about you
and they all say the same things,
you just need to let it go and move on
there nothing going to bring you back now,

i tell them i try but the memories get in the way
just can't help how i still feel inside,
i know your forever gone from my life
but it just doesn't feel like that,

an angel in heaven you have become
but here on earth your my forever love,
no one can ever take your place
no matter how much i try, i just cry,,,,

the angel of my dreams i always need
just to feel complete inside,
with out you here by my side
i feel so empty deep down inside,,,,


maybe tomorrow will change things for me
and i'll be able to break free,
but for tonight i'll sit here like the nights before
looking at your photo of long ago,,,,,

the one of you standing by that old tree
back when we first met and fell in love,
i long for those days all over again
as i look back through each memory of us,,,

i ask the lord to come take me home
so i can hold you in my arms,
like i promised all those years ago
way back before we became old,,,,,,

your the angel of my dreams still
the one who came along the way,
and showed me how to make the change
from the life i once lived to loving you,,,,,,


my angel,, the one who saved me from me!!!!