Your light

I dont want you to die today
And i wanna hold your hand
But i have nothing to give in
So please just listen.

Your life is a mess and we all know that
But everyone loses their head
Trying to find everything blind
Searching for a reason to fight
But i don't think that's all you have
I know that you are better than that!

As i met you from the beginning
I knew you were special
And if just to me it doesn't matter
You've opened up your mind
To me so you can find
Your own life.

You don't have to fly
But if you wanna leave me by
Atleast do at night
When my soul might feel blind

At first i thought you were just a miracle
An adventurous little girl
Maybe a little freak with all  funky pill
A messed up mind just like mine
And a funny accident where i can die

But then i find all these things inside
Hopeless pain and love-seeking fight
A kind but wounded heart
Which still beats warm
To everyone dark
Who has done some harm

I couldn't understand
How my older self can look back
I couldn't understand
How did my soul wonder here again

But i did know
That i wanted help
I did know
I dragged myself
I did know
Every little tail that lead me here

My soul has suffered
enough
To know when we have love
Feeling like this is the time
When i want to sacrifice

Feeling hope and love
All in one
Feeling empiness and dark
But still love
Feeling hunger and suffer
But not caring anymore.

Im sorry but i can't let you go
I want you to shine for me more
Im a little kid running up and down
I want to feel again your warm shine
On my skin, or my face
This kid wants it all to me
My gluttony is taking on me
I hope you can forgive