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Black
Trapped in a dark room
Feeling all alone
Walking in circles
I don’t have a home
I’m lost I need help
But I hate asking
So instead I keep walking
Empty and stuck
But I can’t describe it
Needing a light
But I can’t find the switch
It’s dark all around
Being abandoned fucks with your head
Wish I’d stop asking to be dead
Emotionally scatterbrained
But the darkness
It’s my best friend
Feeling all alone
Walking in circles
I don’t have a home
I’m lost I need help
But I hate asking
So instead I keep walking
Empty and stuck
But I can’t describe it
Needing a light
But I can’t find the switch
It’s dark all around
Being abandoned fucks with your head
Wish I’d stop asking to be dead
Emotionally scatterbrained
But the darkness
It’s my best friend
Published 17th Apr 2019
Author's Note
Have you ever felt this way?
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17th Apr 2019 4:18am
17th Apr 2019 5:07am
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21st Apr 2019 4:41am
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21st Apr 2019 4:56am
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- Edited 30th May 2019 3:51pm
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22nd Apr 2019 5:19pm
23rd Apr 2019 11:33pm
Darkness has its way of bringing out those uncomfortable truths we really don't want to confront.
23rd Apr 2019 11:41pm
Well if that’s right then why can’t I figure out the stupid truth that I’m trying not to say that’s making me so fucking depressed to the point where I cut myself bc I hate life
23rd Apr 2019 11:46pm
Never hurt yourself. Find another pleasant outlet for your focus.
Here is some advice that helps me out. Look at the situation through a prism. Try to see it from a multitude of angles and pick the best one which will help you with your problem.
Here is some advice that helps me out. Look at the situation through a prism. Try to see it from a multitude of angles and pick the best one which will help you with your problem.
23rd Apr 2019 11:48pm
How am I supposed to do that if I don’t even know the problem to begin with
23rd Apr 2019 11:51pm
Okay. To find a beginning. Start with the moment you first started feeling this way. When you discover that, then the cause of why it happened.
9th Jul 2019 5:57am
Maybe because you don't really want to see that damned truth ? Just thoughts ..
23rd Apr 2019 11:59pm
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11th May 2019 2:42am
Damn it now.. So many thoughts in my head. So many times ive prayed for death.. Yet ive been saved for another day. So deeper inside my own head i stroll seeking out that magical door. The one that offers me a small wray of light. As i struggle with these endless thoughts racing wildly within my head...
Yeah. I can relate to this write very much because i perspnally feel this everyday. Great write..
Yeah. I can relate to this write very much because i perspnally feel this everyday. Great write..
10th Jul 2019 1:32am
